He came over to Danielles last night when I was crying on the phone with him, I'm so greatful for him that he came, it was alot of kissing, hugging, and being how we usually are, he told me that everythings going to be okay, and that I'm surely getting him back when you gets a couple of things, damn and he wont tell me what either its a surprise, he was there for about an hour last night, I guess I have to wait till he gets those things, he said it might be shorter then a week and maybe even longer, I have have to be patiant with him and everythings going to be okay.

I'm taking a break from the internet only to do on DA and art realated stuff
I miss my Boyfriend/not Boyfriend.
I told him that I wont call him he'll have to call me but thats hard for me sence I call him almost every 2-3 hours.
But I guess if you think about it its all going to be okay in the end, like he said.
I was so worried he'd leave me and forget about me.
but he said if that was to happen he'd tell me so.


In other news I hate Relationships sometimes..
:p

I love you all
mostly my Jeremy still being there even when hes had to worry about other things.

This is going to be along week of waitting and wanting to see him.

Now to go draw some stuff.

Jeremy you mean the world to me.

Current Mood: blank

Heh I woke up fine today what a first, but later is got kinda sucky.

I realized people are very weird and some are very mean to me.

I want some food.

I bought new underwear today it was fun, ones rainbow g-string and a black witha skull on the front.

I love underwear, but I hate the mall.

Other not so much fun shit happend later on.

God I suck as a person.

I need a life.

Current Mood: bitchy

Once again another day where I feel depressed but happy.

God this sucks ass.

Thanks Kit for talking with me.

And I get to see you next weekend.

PosePro i have left, you wont see me there anymore.

I have my own Webby
http://z10.invisionfree.com/PosesRUs/index.php?act=idx

Blah

~Arinovas

Current Mood: blah

Finally I made a pose that everyone seems to like to there fore I'm selling it if you'd like to see it just ask, otherwise I love you people, I've been away for a while I know, but its hard to keep up on how you feel now a days, when you have no computer at home and well, your busy as hell.

I've been in depression on and off but thats for everyone sometimes, but the people now a days are getting rediculus on there being emo kids its ew.

I love you Jeremy


:P

Current Mood: amused

I'm extreamly happy, no more school, but at the sametime I'm going to miss it ya'know. For some reason lately I keep getting really bad waves of depression, it sucks because I start to become a bitch, but thats alright sometimes I just can't help but to piss people off, even without knowing about it.

People like Krissy I don't know what it is but someday I wanna rip her throat out, some people would be happy about that on the other hand, I'm too nice, and get a very quilty conscience about shit.

I realized I can't take sarcasim at all, I suck at it I start to think people are mad at me when they arn't then I get all deffensive and get all uptight...

God I'm pretty much fucked up all together...

I love my Jeremy..

Tootles ya'll.

Current Mood: blank

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You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control. </td> Chains/Handcuffs 100% Bondage 83% Blind Folds 83% Biting 75% Blood 67% Whips 25% What's Your Kinky Turn On? created with QuizFarm.com

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Current Mood: silly

I don't understand I can be extreamly happy one moment and the next I want to rip someones head off and then say omg I'm so sorry and have major guilt. Then when I'm around spacific people I get all happy then when there gone or I'm away from them I get all vicious. :|

Then again it might be that I haven't had my Bi-polar meds in like over 3 weeks and I'm not a good person to be around with it, and I'm have my period and I'm very agitated with my father. I have alot of pictures to do, I'm still poor and need money for a new scanner(isnless someone wants to send me one of there old ones. :P) I'm getting Adobe 7.0 from katanya soon, and I'm greatfull for that I nreally need to get my ass in gear for art work, I still need money for art supplies. *sigh.*



BOB< DO NOT READ.
omg omg omg, I'm like even more inlove with my boyfriend even more then before, I don't understand I didn't know that I could love someone this much, me makes me feel all warm inside. :3 I get to see him today, and like I get to be loved and stuff, I love my Jeremy, I hope he decides to join up on the chat system but Its going to take alot of work to keep him paying attention to what I'm talling him because he likes to not pay attention, but o well I love him all the same, soo smexy *drools.* hmmm great sex.. NO YOU DIDN'T JUST READ THAT SO NO. *day dreams.* Okay enough for now alot of you do not care to know.I love you Jeremy with everything I got.


~Arinovas
(Art stuff is on other updates go look there.)

Current Mood: bitchy

Nothing new lately, I haven't updated in along time. Been busy. Its very nice being home alone. :D


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Current Mood: awake

All next week my people are leaving, I get the house to myself. w00t. I'm soo happy my dads leaving me money for food and ordering food, and going to go get it. That means time for me to work on poses. *wiggles.* I'll make my dad get my some inking pens so I can finish. ^^


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Current Mood: confused

I still have work to do. XD


I spent the night over at my friend danielles house, or some people might know her as EndlessShadows. Her mom was really lazy, and didn't want to take me home, so I just stayed. My Boy has to go to court today, thank god its not about him beatins someone up again. :P

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Current Mood: satisfied

uhhhhhhh I'm soo tired. I till have alot of poses to do and get other stuff done. I feel sooo lazy. ;.; I have the real udge to RP and there is no one to. I might just go look on a forum, somwhere. *trots.*


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Current Mood: tired

Yeah I got onto Avatarax.com sys and I was kinda feeling like shit which isnt unusual. But there she was that cute like Fennec fox Ayoko, someone to talk to. So yeah we talked about why I feel bad and like I'm all good.


I miss my PuDDuM I get to see him soon<3



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Current Mood: chipper

Yes its friday, but we thought we were going to go to stoughton but he has no gas to take me and Bob to Stoughton. Oh well, next weekend is always there. I still have alot of poses to do and stuff. So yeah. I'm still going over to Bobs Sat. night. to hang with her.




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Current Mood: predatory

Last night I was in the shower<---(Oohh a shower, I take those.) I looked down at my leg and there was big splotches of red, that wasnt there before, I was told if this happend to tell my dad right away.

My meds could kill me, and the rash wasnt a good sign, I have to stop taking them or go to the hospital. If it gets to bad I have a high risk of dying, but only if it gets to my heart.

Soooo I stopped talking them and now I have to wait.



Anyways we don't have any food at my house, soo I really haven't eatten anything besides chocolate and everyone I know, knows I hate it. :{ I need money for fooddd. Ugh.

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Current Mood: blank

yes About poses and stufferz.

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Current Mood: artistic

We had another one of those days where we worry about the other one cheating on each other or leaving another, even thought we know that either of us wont, It still becomes a big deal to us. I under stand that we get jealous over people that we hang out with. I don't even look at other guys as someone else to date or have interest in. I love him to death and he knows that. I hope we get over this phase of scaring each other. The night got better we were, wrestling. It ended up of us biting each other and pinching each other, it's good that we are able to have fun with out worrying for that whole night. I love you Jeremy. Always. <333

In other words I have to help my friend Bob or Ectasy-Bob of Deviantart.com, raise money to get more art supplies, and I need some too. I'm stating to take Commissions for Poses, badges, Yiff pictures, and other ones.


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